April 19, 2019

A

Hi.
How are you?
I hope you doing alright.
I’m sorry I haven’t had much time to write to you anymore.
Like I did almost everyday to you back then.
I missed you. Just that.
Like minutes ago I’ve been thinking how much I forget the memories we’ve had.

Few years ago since we left everything off, I was trying so hard at myself to be strong enough to heal my pain.
Everything that sucks, I’ve burned. Only the joy that left inside of me.
But now, I can’t even remember the exact year we met. You always know that I always remember this and count it.
But not anymore.
I just live the things I live right now.
Without your shadow inside of me.

And I’m so thankful to you, because of you I grow.
I’m growing to the person I’ve become now.
To be strong enough to face everything whats in front of me.
Cause all what hurts, all healed. And I’m so proud of how strong I am right now. All started since you left.
No, I don’t blame you. I would never blame you.
You always have the best part in my heart.
Cause you gave me so much to learned.
And I would never hate the person who gave me a chance to learned about love.

So thank you.